Your 2nd birthday is just a day away. I wish I could think of this day and smile. Instead I am taken back to the pain of that first day... The reality that quickly changed our lives forever. The days after, I learned to appreciate every moment we had with you. How I wish I could go back and just hold you again. I am so thankful for our time.
It will never be enough...
I thought the pain would ease with time. I know it will never leave me, but I thought it may ease. What I realized is I may have days that are easier, but that it in a way becomes harder... What I mean is that each day that passes is harder because it's further away from the time I had with you... Further away from me holding you, kissing your head, singing to you. I try and replay those moments over and over so that they never get blurry.
Tomorrow we will mourn and celebrate your short and precious life. We will invite friends and family to remember you and give to all the amazing organizations that helped us during the most difficult moments of our life. We hope to honor you throughout the week of your life. I pray you are smiling down on us and know how much you are loved.
Thank you for being my daughter, our Emma Mae 💜
Loving you always and forever,
Mommy
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